Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in cuiz's LiveJournal:

Friday, August 17th, 2007
8:20 pm	Top 10 lust list So, nytifagrl tagged me to do this list. As usual it's pretty dominated by....yeah. So my selection criteria was.....not really based on lust....cuz if it were....some of the choices would be questionable to say the least. So what exactly was it based on? I'm not entirely sure, but some of them I like in different ways as compared to others. And it was very difficult for me to compare these different kinds of 'like'. And these people, at different stages of their life produce different effects on me, so I suppose it's more of an averaged effect. Well, without further ado.....here it is: #10 Hu Ge Aren't guys in glasses sooooo cute? Well, yes. So, I saw him recently singing on TV and I almost didn't recognize who he was.... just that he looked remotely familiar.... And afterwards I realized he was in the period drama called Chinese Paladin which is based on some RPG that I've played. I didn't like his character much in the drama but I like the hair (yes.....superficiality) he had long side-swept bangs and his hair tied back. But he looks better with short hair. Anyways, I really admire his character cuz he has a blog and the stuff he writes sounds very deep and introspective and he sounds like his head is in the right place w/ regard to fame and everything. He also experienced a car accident that almost took his life but he sounds very at peace with himself and grateful for everything. So that is why he is here, and the fact that he's cute and tall and.....not too skinny helps ; ) #9 Prof. Mattuck He is on this list too. For very different reasons....lol. I just really like adorable old men. He was a great professor and taught interesting classes albeit I did fall asleep/ not pay attention/ skipped. But he was soooo cute when he comes to class with a random bag that his daughter gave him. Or when chalk gets all over his clothes/ face. Or when he rides his back to and from school. And me and Grace almost ran him over while we were walking and singing late at night. He probably thought we were nuts....lol. #8 Wu Zun Isn't he really cute? Well, I first saw him in HanaKimi Taiwanese version. He was like my fav character in my fav manga. Cuz I used to really like the tall dark brooding type. Well, his Chinese is a bit funny, cuz he's not really Chinese but his scenes in it.....were sooo hot. Like when he was tipsy and kissed the girl....wahhhh wahhh wahhh. I couldn't finish the drama cuz the girl annoyed me, and the plot was sooo slow.... so I haven't had much contact with him. But he's definitely one of the cutest guys I've seen, and he even speaks English too, cuz he went to uni in Australia. #7 Mika Nakashima (as Nana) So I watched the movie Nana with Grace, cuz I heard some good things about it. Anyways, what caught my eye was Nana..... her character just looks sooooo cool, although really really skinny. But she was also very strong and independent, in ways that I don't think girls usually act in Japanese society. So I really respect that. I also love her song. I don't like Mika Nakashima as much when she's not Nana though. Because her ads for makeup......scare me a little, lol #6 Akanishi Jin I don't think I need to include pics for him. Cuz he's *that* hot....j/k. More like I got lazy again. If I was basing this list *purely* on physical attractiveness, he'd probably be up there, but I'm not.....so here he is. So the reason why he is even on this list is cuz of Grace.....and Kame. lol.... Well Grace  and I watched sooo many random clips and things that I feel almost as knowledgeable as a true Jin fan. It's kinda funny actually cuz I always thought he had the best voice in JE and I really liked KAT-TUN's style of songs. But I just couldn't fangirl over them as I do over Jun and Pi.....which is still true now. Anyways, Jin just seemed to epitomize for me at least everything that I do not support, and he kinda scares me. But after all that brainwashing.....and it seems like all my friends are Jin fans, I admit he is good looking, and he has his funny and cute moments. I just don't like it when ppl think they're all that. But what do I know? After all nobody knows how these artists really are like. Oh, and I really like the songs that he writes, they're hilarious! And sketchy at the same time.....actually mostly his dance.....he's just very extreme. Like, he can be very girly but also very not. Almost at the same time. Or he could be very cute but also very scary. So I don't know where to place him and he confuses me....lol #5 Morita Go Oh Go.....he a funny one. I used to be soooo scared of him....especially from Lunch Queen. I thought he really was a rapist. But after the Japan Trip, I almost find him endearing. Although what I know about him only stems from the very few official JE pics that I have.....but it's enough to make me laugh everytime. So I can't really find good pics on him on the internet which makes me sad. But you can *clearly* count the moles on the one side of his face so it suffices. Also, I wish I had a pic of him smiling, cuz his faces crinkles and....well you just have to see it. Plus, must I say, he is *the* original ghetto JE boy. Koki, kusano and all that? just copiers of Morita Go....lol. And he is who I believe set off the eyebrow trend. The trend of the dissappearing eyebrows, which EVERYBODY has nowadays. Isn't that proof of how awesome he is? #4 Kamiki Ryunosuke Who is that you say? Well, he is the little boy in Mukodono. He is also Kyuu from Tantei Gakuen Q. OMG.....he's soooo cute in it. In fact, when I first watched it, I thought the actor for Ryu was cute, cuz you know, he's a Johnny's JR. But then I realized there was something very weird going on with his face. And I also didn't like how all the JE think they're all so hot. This little guy is in comparison quite refreshing and he just grew on me. I didn't think he was that cute before but episode after episode.....good job acting I must say. And I'm *very* amused that his character wears a plaid shirt around his waist *all* the time. PS. I'm not pedophilic.....I swear! #3 Ueda Tatsuya Ueda Ueda, he's a funny one. I used to not really like him much.....cuz he's just sooo weird. But recently that weirdness is strangely attractive to me. And I watched the SC epi where Ryo was Mr. X and Ueda was just soooo funny. It has all my fav ppl....except PI, but I remember that used to be a clip I couldn't watch and oh how the times have changed.....lol. And I thought it was sooooo adorable at the concert when we saw his fangirls. They were few and far between, but it was all the more adorable. And Koki's fangirls too....lol.....but I'm a little off topic. The expression when he laughs is cute too. And on Cartoon Kat-tun when he just sits in the corner and looks like he's in his own little world. Too funny. Actually, THE funniest was when he was all surprised Kame acts girly. Like puh-lease, Ueda, you should not be deriding others for being girly. lol #2 Pi aka Yamashita Tomohisa  Yamapiiiiii! I don't think I need to write to much for him. He was my biggest crush in JE ever. He's pretty cool, I really admired his character, as in he's pretty straight forward, really polite and thoughtful. I really fell for him during that one Nobuta behind the scenes clip where he was studying his script intently. Like I really liked Akira's character cuz he was crazy and made me laugh but that clip made me respect him as a person. And especially when I found out he was also juggling studying in uni at the same time. I remember during when I absolutely adored him.....I could get sooo high. And me and Grace would scream and watch Nobuta over and over. In fact, I think when I first liked him was when I first discovered how awesome Youtube was. I seriously only watched his clips ALL IAP that year. Wahhhh..... he gave me this wave of euphoria and I really wanted to meet him. But I guess time cures everything and well.....slowly I got tired of him (cuz his hair....got bad). Even though nobody's really replaced him. Well.......at least not to the extent that I used to be obsessed with Pi. Because I used to think he could do no wrong, everything he said, all his actions were like divine to me. I guess it's good that now I can keep a levelhead and recognize strengths and weaknesses from ppl. So.....perhaps I'm out of my super-crazy-fangirly phase. #1 Kame!!!! aka Kamenashi Kazuya  Believe it or not, I actually had a HARD time figuring out who my #1 was. It was quite a close call....I was even considering putting both Pi and Kame tied at 2 and having no 1. Well, then I started searching for pics to put in. And ummmm...... lets just sayyy....oof.  I don't even know why they have that effect on me.  I'm all like.....of course I'm over JE, and all it takes is a pretty little pic.  Kame looks kinda funny in the pic above though....like his face.....probably too much make-up.....lol  And see, I did include some Jin, in the Kame section, but that's how it's SUPPOSED to be.  So I didn't cheat.....lol.  Well, Kame, I don't even know why I like him so much.  In the beginning it was, well Grace is obsessed with Jin and she's watching all these KAT-TUN stuff so I GUESS I should like someone in there.  And well the whole thing with Jin and Kame, it's so cute, and angsty and wrong.....and most likely a figment of the fangirl's imagination....lol.  But you can't deny they look good......especially together.  Actually it's the same with the entire KAT-TUN like separately, I don't like them as much, but together, OMFG, what I'd give.  Well, I did empty my wallet on them sooooo.  I kind of like how Kame got a little chubbier, altho he probably got really skinny again.  And I remember the first time I saw him in Nobuta, I knew I was supposed to like his character but I found him soooo.....weird looking....lol.  Well, now when I see Nobuta again, I actually think he looks good, so tastes change.  Well, here's another pic of kame.  Why's he always on the left?  hehe   (Comment on this)
Monday, April 9th, 2007
7:19 pm	Happy 22 Pi! First of all, happy Easter everyone. I know I don't write in here much but I wanted to write something cuz Yamapi turned 22 today! Yay....he's older than me now..... And his B-day is so cool 4/9 that's like 3 squares right there. Anyways, I can't believe time is flying by so past.....seems like just yesterday I started watching Nobuta and got hooked on Pi. Even though my Pi fangirling has died down a bit....I still think he's awesome! First of all.....he was like the CUTEST junior EVER! I might sound like a pedophile, but OMG he was sooooooooooo cute. And even though he went through some awkward teen phases (like being a bit too skinny) and probably experienced more than what most people at the same age, he came out all right at the end. By Nobuta he'd buffed up and was sooooo adorable. Here's one of my favourite pics (although that might also be cuz Kame's oh-so-cute in it) Kawaii! And I think his smiles are just ADORABLE! Too bad most magazine pics makes him pose solemn and all. I think when he smiles, it reaches his eyes and is soooo infectious, with a hint of shyness......cute I haven't been too fond of his long hair phase and I've made fun of it but in the end, I still will support Pi. Him as a person, seems childish yet mature at the same time. He is grateful and at least seems to treat his fans well. His j-web entries, though a bit boring is soooo endearing. As a person, he almost gives me the 'Vic' feeling, actually I used to think they looked alike even though Grace really hates Shrek. Like he seems quiet and thoughtful and almost sad sometimes. It's hard to describe, you know? But sometimes I feel like I can see the loneliness that he raves about all the time. And although he tries to be politically correct all the time like Kame, he just doesn't give the aura of fake-ness. Like he's really sincere in his actions. Although, it seems like he likes to *ahem* stretch the truth sometimes. I was browsing through this large pi B-day pics and I found this: Doesn't talk to Kame my butt.....looks like they're hanging out. Although it might be before things got really *bad* or something. Anyways, I wanted to end this post by saying that Yamapi has really been an inspiration for me. Although I may never meet him in real life, I want to wish him all the best in his new drama and NEWS hope that he can achieve all that he wanted, he deserves it. :) I promise this is really the last thing, him and NEWS are just too cute. Although his dream was to debut with 4TOPS and they were shafted, I'm glad that he has found some peace with what he has now. And even though it is a bit morbid, I love the lyrics "ichidou shinde...." because after one thing is gone, another will be reborn. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
11:04 am	update Hmmmm, haven't updated in a while....thinking of creating a new account.....anyways, Grace tagged me so here it goes INSTRUCTIONS: 1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover. 2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. 3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. 4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN. 5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT. My perfect lover would probably be male 1. Drive to succeed Yeah, I don't feel that money is that important to me, at least not currently. So as long as the guy has potential and is self-motivating (ie. going to med school/law school/business school/grad school) I'll be OK. (hopefully be in a different field than I will be in) Although I don't like someone who's SUPER competitive....a healthy dose of competitiveness is alright, but I can't deal with too much. Cuz I'm really competitive too 2. Physically fit Well, he definitely has to be taller than me. I'm 165 cm so he'd better be at least 173 cm... Also I don't like guys who are too skinny....or too buff I can accept maybe a certain degree of flab....haha. But hopefully he won't eat too much junk food and at least health conscious....so he won't die before I do...or get a huge beer belly once his metabolism slows down 3. Face Oh, and the important part, the face, sooooo I'm quite shallow and maybe pedophilic, so I like a pretty face. I also like ppl with cute baby faces. Hehe, and if I can't find that, just any face I can stand staring at for like the rest of my life. I figured out that I like faces similar to my own though....so no more huge noses, bug-eyes, chiseled jaws and the like....lol. Oh, one last thing....his face HAS to be symmetrical. I can't deal with assymmetrical-ness....lol 4. Caring I don't like ppl that are too arrogant, they should be thoughtful of others. Especially of me...MUAHAHA Also good towards his parents and mine. So basically just a nice, sweet and friendly guy. Although he shouldn't be a pushover either, so he'll toughen up when it comes to something that's important to him. 5. Hygiene So I kinda like dousing everything new with ethanol....yeah, I'm kinda a freak. So the guy has to at least shower pretty frequently....and shampoo their hair frequently too. In addition, they better change their clothes frequently. Oh, and they should be clean-shaven too, I don't like prickly beards or moustaches... 6. Intelligence Needless to say, should be quite intelligent. At least I don't have to feel as if I need to explain every single thing. Hopefully we'll be complementary...like if I don't understand something, then he will and explain it to me. And then if I get stuff, I could explain to him. And we could have all these long and interesting talks. 7. Values So similar values about what is most important in life. I guess he would have to be pretty traditional.... And treat the (future) kids nicely (ie. don't spoil them but also don't be too mean to them) Also he should believe that guys should split up the housework too. Ie. we can alternate cooking and other chores (hopefully his cooking will be better than mine) Oh, and he should be at least a little adventurous, willing to travel to new places, try out new activities and the like 8. Socially.....not as awkward Yeah, basically someone at least not as awkward as myself....I mean I wouldn't feel safe and comfortable with a total smooth-talker but he should also not be super-awkward. So he shouldn't be super-quiet, but also not super-loud. Charming in his own way. In fact, I've had it with liking super-popular ppl. Cuz once everybody starts liking them....then it's like I'll have no chance. Hmmm...basically that's it. Infact, I probably have only one criteria, and that is, as long as I like them.....hehe Well good luck to me for finding someone like that.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 25th, 2006
5:00 am	Forget drama roles, you're the guy himself! You love music and can get Pessimistic (with captial 'P'), a tiny little bit petty... but then all true artists are. Which Domoto Tsuyoshi Character Are You Most Like? brought to you by Quizilla I'm amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
8:15 pm	So I meant to update earlier, anyways, so a couple of weeks ago, I wrote like my first ever fan mail to Yamapi. He should feel special. lol, although I'm sure he gets like hundreds a day. But, something happened, something I had hoped for. So Yamapi updates his blog daily on J-web. I dunno why, guess he's really dedicated to his job. But anyways, he really appreciates his fans and occassionally mentions stuff like he was happy that a fan of his recognized him on the streets or whatever. And he wrote about his fan-mail or maybe it was hate mail (some fan telling him they didn't know he had piercings and they didn't like it). Anyways, so I sent my letter on feb. 6. Oh some background, so we heard some news about his group NEWS going on self-reflecting period cuz of under-age drinking and we were afraid he'd be sad (since he seems pretty sensitive from his diary) so we wanted to send something encouraging. Anyways, so the delivery time should be about 7 days (assuming it's business days) so it should arrive in Japan around 15/16? Anyways, so I've been looking out for ANYTHING in his diary entries. AND on the 16th, guess what he writes about?! lol, yup, this is a part from his entry: (from Helen's blog) 2/16 "What a fulfilling day Today I read the letters I received from fans and became energetic. I’m embarrassed to be praised after all! (Laugh) Ma~ I’m happy and in a good mood. (Laugh) Because I was reading the letters I barely made it for the update time. I was writing in a hurry but the time limit was up. Now I’m going back to reading the letters. " lol, isn't that awesome? If he read mine that is and became all happy. I mean it must've been some special fan-mail to make him happy right? He gets so much fan-mail and probably reads it pretty often so how come he mentions this on the 16th? Well, anyways, my letter to him was pretty short cuz apparently Johnny's doesn't like long letters. So I just wrote mostly in English cuz I don't know Japanese. But I just told him how I got to know him through Akira and thought he was amazing cuz he's doing so much (like actually going to university and having a full time job). OK, an excerpt: "Even more so, I am proud to be a fan of yours because of your relentlessness to excel, positive outlook on life, and selflessness to others. You have motivated me to be proactive in my life as well!  Although I am also very troubled by the recent events, I am confident that we fans will continue supporting you and NEWS no matter what. Hope you will always be the optimistic and beautiful person you are! Hope that you can visit Boston some day!" Actually that was like half the letter. Anyways, yeah it's kinda embarassing but it was what I really thought. But then recently I realized that I'm impressed pretty easily. But still his resume's pretty impressive right? Yeah haha, so hopefully he read mine cuz I'm probably one of the few international fans that wrote to him....although I had a sketchy pig origami thing in my, and my writing's a little illegible, maybe Johnny's threw it away. Hmmm, maybe that and the fact it was in English made him take so long to read. Haha, but then does his mail get delivered like immediately. I mean USPS said it'd arrive in 6-7 days so that's EXACTLY on the 16th, (since Japan's a day ahead). But then doesn't Johnny have to sort it and stuff? Man, what if it wasn't in response to my fan-mail? I mean I'm sure all fan-mail probably have like the same substance anyways (like ooooh, Yamapi, you're so perfect etc.). And his entry was very vague. You know I wish he'd hint more to give me more hope that he read my mail. But I guess this is good enough. I mean like most days he doesn't mention a thing about fanmail so already it's a great coincidence that he wrote about it. Hmmm, well I'm happy regardless that he derives happiness from his fan-mail. Now if only school wasn't such a big drag.......lab is freaking taking all my time. I feel like i will be MIA until like the end of the term :( Z (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 11th, 2006
1:18 am	OK a comment on that last post. Is this destiny? lol. But if we get married in December, when do we meet? lol, well he did say he wants to be married by 20...hahaha...oh wait by then he'd be 21 (Comment on this)
1:17 am	Johnnys Wedding! by miyabi You married Tomohisa Yamashita (Jr) Your wedding song Jonetsu Where was it at? Far away quietly in Africa, because it is a secret wedding! Memorable moment? When it was over *so tired...* How was the honeymoon? In Tokyo, surrounded by fangirls. how long did your marriage last? Till you died, in his arms. Your wedding date December 12, 2006 Name: Quiz created with MemeGen! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
1:52 pm	Nobody probably reads my entrieds anyways but I just have to vent!!! Stupid F*** Johnny. What is wrong with him!!!! I hope he dies. :(((((( He basically disbanded all of NEWs for a whole year just cuz 2 of their members were caught drinking. Gosh, I mean all of JE probably all smoke. And smoking is wayyyy worser than drinking in my opinion. But seriously, if it was somebody's fault, it weren't the 6 innocent members. Why do they have to suffer the consequences?! Especially poor yamapi....he cried when he heard the news. I mean he's the leader and knowing how he is he's probably blaming himself but then try to act all tough and happy. :'( I honestly can't believe this. But I love all of NEWS so they should not give up! I will definitely wait for their return. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
4:09 am	Ok, I just needed to add some pics! he's sooo cute. Especially his 'kon pose' and this was when he was a lot younger....doesn't even look like him... really pretty nonetheless. A different kind of Yamapi He somehow grew more wholesome and I love his black hair and fatter face....hehe (Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
9:04 pm	yamapink Haven't written in a looooooooong time. bit I just wanted to say: move over jun, there's a new boy in town. And he's soooooooo adorable/ cute! I'd never thought it would happen but Jun is slowly being replaced. Yamapi is Akira in this new show I watched, nobuta wo produce about two guys 'producing' a girl who has always been picked on to become popular. Well anyways, yamapi's character is a little....constantly drunk on the show but he's just so sweet. It's nice to know that he like that in real life too (well maybe not the drunk part, heard he was really serious all the time) but he's really caring and sweet. I would show pics if I knew how but just see my user pic and you'll understand :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 14th, 2004
9:58 am	In China Hey Yeah, I've been in China for 2 weeks. Haven't done much. First I rested a day. Then I went to Nanjing for 2 days. Then I stayed in Jinan for a week. I saw da4 ming2 hu2, if you remember in huan2 zhu1 ge2 ge2, that's where zi3 wei1's mom was from? Lots of he2 hua1 and liu3 shu4. And I went to tai shan. And this huge spring that's been dry for like 10 years and just this year started running again. And I went to a beach near the ocean. And more importantly, I got sick! Yup, I had a fever, puking, diarrhea... Just lovely, huh? So I went to the hospital and this is my third day resting. Sigh, I kind of don't ever want to come back anymore. Anyways, hope what's left of the summer is going well for you guys. I still have a busy schedule. I'll probably not get to visit hang zhou.... Oh well see yas (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
4:49 pm	again Guess I haven't written in this as often as I'd like? But I keep forgetting. Just had a pretty bad day. So this guy liu zhong wu recently from Japan is driving the carpool. Since its left sided there my parents didn't want me to go with them. So I went with my old carpool people and give them the money for the last few times. Except that guy kept saying I owed him 4 times and I distinctly remember it was 2 times. Cuz I never ever ever forget what I owe people. It comes back to haunt me. Anyways, so I was really sure I paid the other 2 times already but he kept insisting so I was like, fine, it's only $10, nothing to fight about. But after I gave him the money he was still like, "I'm right." And I tried to make it seem like maybe one of us forgot and said all these stuff. After he calms down, a couple minutes later, he starts it up again. What's his problem???!!! And so I started saying why I thought I was right. And then he was like "I'm really unhappy." And stuff like I don't know how to communicate with people. And this whole bunch of stuff. And he was saying how the people in my current carpool were bad and stuff. I was just like, psh whatever. And plus I've been waking up at 6:30 for two days in a row. Not sleeping early either. Ack, this is even more painful than going to school. At least at school there's happy times with my friends. Feel like the whole world's against me. But it is not. I must'nt think negatively. Be happy all the time. Bouncy, bouncy, yay!!! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
4:00 pm	at work.... I'm at work again...always doing work. I was doing westerns today. It never fails to amaze me how much accidents I cause. The endless suspense of afraid the chemicals I spill on myself is carcinogenic. Today, I was making the gel and as I was bringing the glass pipets back, one drop landed on my wrist. I wiped it off with a paper towel and immediately got scared. So I washed and washed with soap, then checked the MSDS. I knew it was either water or protogel, and lo and behold protogel was carcinogenic. I was terrified!!! But for some reason, a voice at the back of my mind told me to look at the protocol again. While I was panicking, I broke the key to the freezer door. I also broke a glass pipet today...hmmm. Anyways, after I convinced myself that that drop probably won't give me cancer, I checked the protocol and realized it was not protogel but something else called sds/tris which was not carcinogenic. OMG! So happy now.... Oh the irony. And today in the morning I had to handle something VERY toxic, so I convinced my post-doc to do it. I was like, I don't know how to do this.... Yeah. Anyways, I was a bit sad yesterday cuz I got my financial aid. And I have to contribute my summer earnings!!! Urgggg!!! Also last week, I saw these awesome Nike shoes on sale for about 45 canadian (about 30 american) and I was like I'll take my parents here later and buy it. So last friday I went, and the sale was gone!!! Urrgggg! So mad!!! Last weekend was good. On Saturday noon we went to a picnic for Massey (high school) Chinese students. Didn't know a bunch of people. But my friend that's going to Princeton told me to lower my standards for guys....hmmmmm. Yeah and at night I went to this party. And this girl that I haven't seen for maybe 8 years was there. She's sooo aggressive and talkative. Geez, just as annoying as she was 8 years ago. But it was fun talking to her. We watched HP2 there. My god how much the actors grew up in HP3, they were soooo cute in 1 &2. Then suddenly they grew up. Aiiiii Oh yeah, when I went to the mall, I realized how all these small girls like maybe 12 were wearing heavy makeup and stuff. Too mature.... I feel sad for them.... Anyways, enough rambling (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 28th, 2004
10:19 am	hello again ... Hey How's everybody doing after a relaxing week? Nobody else is writing in their livejournal huh? Update me on how everybody's doing. As for me, I've started work already. And it's really boring. Partly cuz the post-doc I'm working with was moving all his equipment to another room. So I cannot help with anything. So I just sat around and read papers for the week. Problem is, reading it makes me drowsy, even if I slept like 8-9 hours the day before. I still can't decide what I want to do with my life. I kind of want to do research. And I don't wanna just throw away math/physics. I dunno, very conflicted. I feel I'll regret whichever path I choose. On the other hand, I was really excited after checking my grades. I guess my 6.001 tutor didn't hate me THAT much. According to my grades though, I should major in math and bio. Haha, I was actually planning to do that before. But now I dunno. Yeah, it's the weekend soon. I'm gonna try make a apple crisp with some changes I will make to the recipe from the veggie site. If I replace butter with peanut butter, will it taste kinda funny? Hope not. Alright, hope you guys will read this. :) PS. I'm sooooo exhausted everyday. I planned on doing UROP everyday for 2 hours except after I get home, I'm just dead. I never knew work could be so draining. Even though I don't even do anything at work. Maybe I'm getting lazy. Uh oh. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
10:23 pm	Yayyyy, I'm back!!!! Hehe, I finally got around to writing in this thing. Almost forgot my password and couldn't log in. Anyways, I read Yiwen's and Ming's entries. Ming's airplane ride sounds pretty scary. Mine was more on the boring side. So when I got to the airport, I got dropped off at terminal B, cuz I didn't remember what airline I was flying and I was like just drop me off where ever the first stop was. (my ticket was in the trunk so I couldn't check). So I was like I'll just ask around and take the shuttle. But I couldn't find the shuttle, then I had to wait a long time for it cuz nobody goes to terminal B. Anyways, when I got there, they moved me to the 2:15 flight which was delayed to 3:30. And I wanted to send my trollie thing, and the lady told me to put it in a bag. And that bags were in the lounge. Apparently, I have no eyes, or don't understand the word "lounge" cuz I couldn't find it. I tried getting at some bags behind the counter. But the guy didn't understand my Canadian version of "bag" and thought I was asking for something else. So the lady got impatient and kind of yelled to me where it was. I was like...geez.... Anyways, so I got to the plane. After we boarded at 3:30, we waited an hour more. Good thing I got onto that flight cuz the one I was originally assigned to was cancelled. So I got to Chicago and missed my connecting flight by like 10 minutes. But miraculously, my luggage made it in.... Yeah, so I got put onto the 9 pm flight which was delayed til 10. Then it was delayed til 12, then 1. But unlike Ming, I was on the ground and appreciating the thunder, while she was freaking out above. Anyways, on the plane, I was like...must sleep...and I sat near an emergency exit and the flight attendent was telling us we had to open the door in case or something. And I guess she thought I didn't understand english or something cuz she asked me again to make sure. So, I got to Detroit relatively tame, at 3 am. Though Detroit experienced tornadoes/hail/flood that day (and thus the long delay). So I got home at 4 and slept. Yesterday I went to my math teacher's retirement party. Saw some old friends. Reminded me of those math contest days.... Even that guy I used to like went. Though I was pretty sure their family moved to Toronto or something. So retirement's a big deal. I still don't see why you'd want to celebrate that though. Isn't it a really sad time? No more work? Speaking of which, I went to work today. Almost fell asleep a bizillion times. I guess reading papers isn't the job for me. Hmmm, must rethink about being a bio major. My mom's been constantly trying to convert me back to course 6. Which reminds me of something else, when other people ask what courses I take, I cannot remember for the life of me, their real names. All's I can think of is 6.001, 18.03, 7.013 and 5.12. Harhar har. Anyways, gotta sleep, must wake up at 7 tomorrow. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
10:44 pm	新开张！ Hello Ming and Yiwen. You guys will probably be the only ones reading this. However, I have a online journal! yay!!! I guess my name and title of my journal is pretty weird. I couldn't think of anything so I just put whatever came to my mind first. Anyways, today has been a bad studying day. Didn't do nuffin'!!! And everytime when I see ; it reminds me of 6.001.... Ai yai yai Yeah, I have nothing to say. Except we are almost out of this hellish place. How come my entry isn't nearly as funny as Ming's and Yiwen's. Not to mention how my sentences has nothing to do with each other. Which reminds me of American Literature last semester. Some essayist, don't recall the name though. But apparently, one could chop his essays into separate sentences and put them back together in any random order and it would make just as much sense as it did before it was chopped up. Hmmm, I guess I'm not even close to his 境界 Alright, time to study more 18.03 Oh yeah, I'm drinking ginger+red tea+honey. I heard it makes one 上火，and I can already feel blisters forming on my lips. However I think only an hour passed since I started drinking the stuff..... Paranoia again. But I'll probably have more zits to add to my collection tomorrow. The strangest thing is that one is growing on one side of my nose and if I put it between my fingers I can feel it being really swollen and big. Bet my nose is looking kinda funny now. But nobody wants to know that. Anyways, gotta go (2 Comments |Comment on this)